and she lamented a rose-tinted dawn.

• jeannie / 天怡
• she / her
• nineteen, esfp, gemini
• chinese (han + kaifeng jewish)
• autistic

• i'm very extroverted and i love to make friends! hop into my dms im always down for conversation
• some hobbies of mine: drinking tea, writing poetry/short stories, playing guitar, reading good books
• i write fic/make edits!
• im very critical of all media i consume
• i'm a decolonialist marxist + intersectional feminist! we read fanon and davis in this house

❀ music i listen to
❤︎ kpop (loona, blackpink, girls' generation, exo, monsta x, bts, newjeans, itzy, le sserafim)
❤︎ 80s-90s cpop (teresa teng, eason chan, fei-fei ou yang, faye wong)
❤︎ old bollywood (lata mangeshkar, kishore kumar, asha bhosle, meena kumari) + new bollywood (shreya ghoshal, k.k., a.r. rahman)
❤︎ modern indie (tamino, beabadoobee, luna li, searows, cocteau twins, mitski, phoebe bridgers, the mountain goats, hozier, sevdaliza, rachel chinoriri) + alternative (kaytranada, spill tab, m.i.a., gorillaz, cafune, boa, lexie liu)
❤︎ pop + hyperpop (charli xcx, lorde, pinkpantheress, fka twigs, hikaru utada, olivia rodrigo, ariana grande, only some of taylor swift, sza, slayyter, grimes, SOPHIE)
❤︎ folk (anais mitchell, fleet foxes, vashti bunyan) + my love of kate bush's whole entire discography probs belongs somewhere here
❤︎ rap (megan thee stallion, old nicki + kanye, kendrick, 4batz, tyler the creator, frank ocean, ice spice, flo milli, azealia banks, doechii)
❤︎ alt rock which is a remnant of a middle school emo phase (the smiths, fall out boy, paramore, 5sos, chase atlantic)

❀ books/authors i read
❤︎ any classic with a tragic gothic heroine in it (wuthering heights, antigone/medea, the wide sargasso sea, etc.)
❤︎ poetry (mahmoud darwish, ocean vuong, maggie nelson, sally wen mao, sappho, keats, clementine von radics, franny choi, ada limon, rainer maria rilke, noor hindi, chen chen)
❤︎ contemporary fiction (weike wang, r.f. kuang, otessa moshfegh, silvia moreno-garcia, yiyun li, the wolf hall series by hilary mantel, jhumpa lahiri, amal el-mohtar, salman rushdie, jenny zhang, madeline miller)
❤︎ ANY angela carter or catherynne m. valente work (faves include the bloody chamber, deathless, radiance, the bread we eat in dreams)
❤︎ young adult (v.e. schwab, leigh bardugo's the grishaverse, jenny han, rick riordan, maggie steifvater's the raven cycle, renee ahdieh, natasha ngan, s jae. jones, ransom riggs/tahereh mafi)

❀ shows/movies i watch:
❤︎ period dramas (any sanjay leela bhansali film [devdas and jodhaa akbar rank pretty high up there tho], scarlet heart ryeo/moon lovers [both chinese/korean versions], transatlantic, atonement, the guernsey literary potato and pie society)
❤︎ wes anderson + wong kar-wai + sophia coppola films (most notably in the mood for love, marie antoinette, romeo + juliet, and moulin rouge)
❤︎ a24 stuff (the green knight, everything everywhere all at once, minari, the vvitch, lady bird, little woman)
❤︎ bollywood movies + c-dramas/k-dramas! (om shanti om, mohabbatein, bunty aur babli, bobby, kabhi kabhie, ddlj, baazigar, main hoon na, dhoom; love between fairy and devil, my love from another star, goblin)
❤︎ western t.v. shows (community, supernatural, euphoria, penny dreadful)
❤︎ anime because i cannot outrun my middle school weeb phase wherever i go no matter how i try (death note, code geass, neon genesis evangelion, revolutionary girl utena, black butler, atla + tlok)

❀ games i play:
❤︎ assassin's creed (syndicate, iii)
❤︎ the portal series + tf2
❤︎ bioshock (i am a bioshock infinite girlie at heart tho)
❤︎ legend of zelda (majora's mask, twilight princess, ocarina of time)
❤︎ animal crossing (new leaf, new horizons, pocket camp)
❤︎ minecraft is an old favorite of mine + a lot of indie games on sites like itch.io and beyond!

❀ other stuff i'm into:
❤︎ scp foundation
❤︎ marvel / dc (mostly the comics + some animated series like young justice and teen titans)
❤︎ podcasts (mytholadies, old gods of appalachia, tanis/rabbits, mabel, behind the bastards, my momma told me, the left right game)
❤︎ asian history
❤︎ folklore/mythology (especially anything having to do with the ATU 425C trope) + urban legends
❤︎ flowers + botany
❤︎ the impressionist art movement (monet paintings my beloveds...)
❤︎ astrology + astronomy
❤︎ my writing/graphic design!

• do not follow if you think aba therapy is good for autistic + neurodivergent people. it is not. as a survivor of abuse within that system, i can tell you that it does more harm to us than it does good. also do not interact if you want/are training to become a teacher/paraprofessional within that area
• also do not follow if you fit standard dni material (are racist, ableist, sexist, homophobic, etc. -- this counts if you're a terf/map too)
• I DO NOT FUCK WITH ZIONISTS WHATSOEVER.

• irls can follow and interact with me as long as i give explicit permission for them to do it first